Sunday, November 30, 2008

When the Music stop.



Saturday night.
after the 50 ppl for children's birthday party.
am i tired?!
yes~sure.
but ~i still want to catch something for my weekend.
for
the November end.

backed home and prepared the music~
than ~went to met with cold wind and air.
at the midnight.. the street had no ppl~
so i followed the song ..and i sang~
and i could closed my eyes to drove.
i drove to more and more far.
i didn't know when would i want to back?!
so ~i had a idea ~
when the Music stop...
and ~i would back.
don't worry about "When"..
just kept to drove.


it's my weekend.
my life!


+happyyan+

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Dancing~



my dear Austria guest : Dieter ( i always called him Dede) and Nadine


They always came to Tree Cafe had drank everyday.
They always knew my English was poor~and always taught me that about we talked.
They liked to drank the "Bloody Mary"cocktail ..but Tree Cafe dont had it!
so they bought the tomato juice and taught me how to made it .
i always knew when they were came.
and i always knew what they wanted~
when we saw to each other~
we always crazy to waved our hands and say : [ Hey~my Dear~]
always ~always ~
i always expect to met them.

we always talked about Movie , Music , Arts and Life~
sometime we talked about how to make the good person!

tonight!
the weather was cold~
and they still drank!
than ~~they're stood up and "Danced"...
at the same time.
ha ha ha~i felt they're so cute!

Nadine came to shook my hands~led me to Danced~
i always think i'm not a good player~
coz when needed me high~i always couldn't high.
but no needed me crazy~i often crazy~

and tonight...oh my god!
i danced with them~
she's lovely to taught me how to Danced of cha-cha and waltz~
wonderful night~
lovely Nadine and Dede.
we're happy~
we're laughed~
and we're forgot the air was cold.

do u know~i'm really really nice to meet u!
my Dear Friends.
you're teach me so much~
and let me feel more happy there.


i will remember u forever.
my dear~


+happyyan+

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Promise




好像電影一樣 在我想用力的向他們道聲謝謝和再見的時候
人已經離我好遠好遠

一如往常 與顧客間互動交流
偶而我們說說故事 
偶而我們交換心情
偶而我們談著彼此的過去 彼此的未來 
甚至談著彼此的夢


這天阿罵很高興的跟我談著他的女兒和女婿帶她到這兒來喝咖啡.聽Live演唱
我跟阿罵說:[阿罵妳好幸福~你到處玩.還可以到處喝咖啡 .我媽媽喝咖啡還會睡不著......!@#!]
話匣子一開..阿罵好像很多話想跟我說
但是有任務在身 我只好抱歉的離開
在準備下班前關在廁所打掃的同時
女婿先生前來買單
特別留下一句話託Carol轉達 : [ 幫我向那位小姐說聲 謝謝 ~~ ]
而後 我聽到這番話 即便轉身 也已經看不見他們身影
親愛的...其實 要說謝謝的應該是我

因為
我跟阿罵說 : [ 阿罵~我以後如果開店妳也要常常來找我喝咖啡喔~要常常喔~]
阿罵點頭如捯蒜的說: [ 厚```厚厚``~~我會去捧妳的場~]
這個承諾我不知道可以多久實現
能不能來的及讓妳捧場讓你坳
我有點擔心 雖然我相信
那些支持的聲音我真的都聽見了

還有今天壞心情底下 收到的這句讚美 [ 妳服務很好耶 謝謝妳喔 妹妹 ]
謝謝 真的 我真的得到太多的支持 太多的鼓勵
該是我說謝謝
謝謝


它麻地 好想哭~
這世界有你們真是美好
我愛你們!


+happyyan+

Monday, November 24, 2008

My Wall



我跟女孩說 :[ 送我這幅畫好不好?!]
女孩說 :[不要不要!! ] ...( 很懂得擁護自己的創作..即使是隨心所欲的手稿 很好! )
幾十分鐘後..
小女孩看見我在裝飾中的巧克力布朗尼
於是~女孩帶著這幅畫
拿到我身邊 說要送給我..
呵哈 女孩 看來還是輸給了當前的美食

女孩媽媽質疑的問:[ 妳...是真的想要那幅畫? ]
我告訴她: [我真有一面牆 貼著客人留下來的隨手畫 !]


其中~還有Dede送給我的經典老電影 The Wall 小海報 ( 最右邊 )
那是幅很有張力的海報 可惜太小


謝謝你們 
讓我擁有這面牆

還有老媽給我的兩瓶紅酒
以及這些你們送我的酒
這是一面最有價值的牆 最有價值的角落


+happyan+

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

436

打開那扇門的瞬間

那般熟悉的火車月台
那般迷人的明月星空
那般冷冽的陣陣海風
那般漂浮的清新空氣
有 那夜晚沉沉的寧靜街道

是的
親愛的 我回來了
我親愛的老鄉 
清水


事隔半年不見的清水小鎮
你仍是我最愛的一片土地
一片鄰近大海 抬頭又可見到滿天星空與明月手舞足蹈的土地


+happyyan+

Monday, November 17, 2008

when u cried.



did u know..
after the crazy Blues party ~
u drank my " Let me Drunk Cocktail "..and u crazy drunk and cried.
i think ...had something worry u ..
maybe i knew ..what u cried!
so i hadn't talked with u too much.
just gave u my Music to wore on ur ear.
let u listened , let u felt ~ and crazy to cried~~~
i think~~after cried ...u would be better.



actually~
i saw u cried ..i wanna cried ,too.
but i told self i can't.
and i'm not drunk enough.


if one day~
when i crazy drunk and cried~
u should give me some great music to listen and let me cry alone.
okay?! Carol...

i always thinking!
the "Cry" was an good vent of emotion.
don't put the bad mood in the heart.
it will let u sick.

so ~
if u wanna cry~
u should cry.
okay?!


cheer ~ my dear !



+happyyan+

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Send me happy please !

Nov/07.
after my off and...
Dede asked me:[ where were u yesterday? ]...haha~ i day off!
and i heard of my colleague they told me :
[ Dede came here and all the time to called:
(send me happy plz~ where is happy ?! called happy back to work! ) ]
hahahaha~
Dede !! u are so cute! and sweet~

because i had many dear guests~
so i can happy to do the job.
they're gave me more power to live.

and
i also had nice team worker let me felt happy to busy!

we helped to each other.
and joked of the work.
and ~~~
somebody always crazy to do something!
let me laughed wildly... and ..don't know how to faced.
but i really admired of ur courage.
u always brave to faced that u like.... coz i can't !
anyway ~ thank you very much~ real~

and ~
everybody i love u ~
i love worked with u ~
i love played with u ~
and i love i worked at Tree cafe and knew u ~



tomorrow~
we will fight with " Blues Bush "
are U ready ?
i'm ready! and expect to be a fucking busy's bartender.
see ya!


+happyyan+

Thursday, November 6, 2008

happy?


::pic by Carol.

Happy...are you happy?!
Dede(my Austria guest) and many ppl always asked me the question.
actually~when something worry me and i still keep smile for them.
the day
a guy say:[ why u looks so happy~why~?]
i told him:[ coz my name is happy! haha ...ha ]
actually it's fucking Satire !!
when the same time...i'm really really down and fucking angry.
i can't let them to feel my bad mood ~yeah ~ it's my profession.
i wore a mask to live.
i'm so sorry with my name.



today
i talked with my sister in the morning~
get some bad news.
and... i don't know how can i do.
just call the phone for Mom ...
i drop the tears and hard to let mom to feeling...that i'm fucking happy.
i'm so sorry with my dear family.
always made dreams~
always change the plans~
always selfishly to be happy.
but! i never forgot all about my home.


Dear Mom~
u should take care by yourself!
especially ...your health.
often to meet Sunshine and free mind okay?!

i will back home soon.


maybe .. one day!
i will give up my dreams.
and back to reality.
when the dream
tend to more and more ugly.




be happy!


and Dear Carol~
Happy Birthday to you !



+happyyan+

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

The Gamble Life

很多時候
我會默默在心裡和自己預言 
用任何賭注來決定一些事情

賭什麼?!
賭 下一輛車如果是紅色吉普車...我就...
賭 午後如果意外來場太陽雨....我就...
賭 下個轉彎路口如果遇見你....我就...
always~
賭...


11/3 下班後的晚間
享用完 美味的宵夜
等著我習慣等的B36
還記得 我們討論了一下817好像也是前往回家的方向
B36遲遲沒有來 817倒是頻頻出現
恩~
我決定賭一把 賭他也能帶我回家 
順便認識認識 817所經過的那些陌生地帶
同時心裡也一邊在OS..如果反向了.....就...呵~

車一站一站停 人一站一站的下
看著窗外黑漆媽烏 站名聽也沒聽過
我安慰自己說 應該沒錯 我本來就應該對817的路線感到陌生
恩~應該越來越近了
直到....817開到了總站
司機嚇一跳大叫說 阿~~~怎麼還有人?!
我還不認輸的回應 阿~~~為什麼你停下來?!

他說這裡是終點站了..........
對 沒錯! 我輸了

只好繼續等著下一班可以回家的公車
在總站 那些公車司機的對話
倒是頭一次這麼仔細的聽
他們談論著下班人潮 下課人潮 !@#%
一些平常聽不到的對話 其實滿有趣
回頭我問他..[ 有人到總站來搭公車的嗎?  ]
司機說:[ 恩~有! 搭錯車的人 還有..睡過頭的! ]
哈哈哈哈哈哈
喔!


anyway~
最後我還是回到了家
下車前j我和司機像朋友般的互道了謝謝和再見~

害怕嗎?!
老實說我挺佩服自己可以如此豁達
我覺得自己好像被817帶著兜風
兜著不一樣的景
兜著不一樣的夜
有點冒險的夜遊

呵呵~這就是我的賭博人生


不過
我確實忘了自己是個娘娘腔

夜晚還一個人在外遊蕩閒晃
幸好平常善事做的多....
哈~




+happyyan+

Monday, November 3, 2008

fuck off!

幹!!..你他媽的死蚊子
老娘血是特別好喝就是不是
它馬的逼
就是要叮我 就是要找我麻煩
幹林老思 連我屁股都要咬是怎樣 
怕我不夠騷 要我抓屁給人家看就對了 幹
林娘咖厚 我如果躁鬱 你是原因之一

還有還有 你他媽的蜘蛛網
娘的咧 是白目不知道我皮膚很愛過敏是不是...
操你媽的希郎顧頭
幹 
我真的很想幹掉 你 妳 你 和 妳...
操你媽的機機歪歪  !@$#@%







ㄟ~
我說親愛的
Carol阿...妳看妳看 
這女人罵髒話當飯吃

那那那
還當的了妳口中稱讚的那位才藝女孩嗎?




+happyyan+